my face (or eyes) is glued to compy almost 24/7 catching true blood..right now i'm @ season 1 ep 10 (started watching on fri~~).
i've been meaning to watch it since end of last year but i've been putting off for god knows what reasons...until SCV flashed that season 2 is out. that's when I realized a whole 1st season just whizzed past me and i lOve anything to do with vampiry stuff soO here I am~~

actually I really din expect the drama to be like that O.O. The first few episodes I have to half close my eyes lOls cos there's quite a bit of beddy drama going on (i noe vampires goes with sex/ high libido whatever that is but no one ever said what's the reason anyway). So no one will get to watch this on channel 5, cos 10mins of each episode will be like censored..that's the average sex scenes/ naked scenes they have altho for the 1st few episodes there's alot more than I've ever seen in a drama or maybe cos i've never watched m18 dramas lOlsss. I've watched m18 movies but m18 drama where you've seen every single main character's naked body?? that's quite bizarre.

But I love how in the story, vampires are part of human society; politics and all and the romance between 1 vampire who's willing to mainstream and a waitress (in real life, the 2 actors are now engaged! their on-set chemistry is naturally then good). Of course, there'll b more to come with introduction of many other supernatural beings. Reminds me of Charmed suddenly hmmmm.

and seriously i feel sooOoooOoOoooooooOOo guilty about leaving my education readings lying around in the dirt (well almost, my desk's looking like a dumpster).

HAIZ and i din even noe i had 2 submit a 2 page essay for Japanese Religions for next week lOls. thank god he reminded us. Tutorials are getting a bore when you have to submit weekly stuff (and that means having to do weekly readings).

Somehow, in this week 4 i'm feeling kind of lost right now as to what to accomplish for each module (like what the heck, hols's in 2 weeks and i haven got a clue as to what to do for my research projects).

I feel so unmotivated. The only bit I'm able to do is complete my readings on time, that's it.

yaaaa and i need to charge my laptop! OMG. i actually forgot. damn how unorganized and undisciplined I am!

A very sweet and touching song <3333



你一個人失了魂　清晨哭到夜深
不要別人問　我不出聲　一直等
聽你說你心疼　當時好傻　好天真
如果可以我願意　這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你　面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己　像個孩子　躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你　在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情　在明天等著你
然而在你最需要的此刻　請讓我輕撫你

總有一天會有人　一個懂你的人　
讓你從此不心疼　
如果可以我願意　這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你　面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己　像個孩子　躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你　在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情　在明天等著你
然而在你最需要的此刻　請讓我照顧你

你看破了虛偽　拆穿愛的假面
後悔曾經為他付出一切
我會在你身邊　當你傷心欲絕
不奢望你偶然垂憐

讓我照顧你　面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己　像個孩子　躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你　在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情　在明天等著你
當你對這世界失去信任　請讓我照顧你

You may want to read this post, esp Aloysius lOlsss cos i feel you always blog about stuff like this:

was quite lost @ the biz fac (my 1st time attending a tutorial there) and i can't really seem to find SR 19 despite the board directions..before that, i asked two guys and they're quite unsure where's it as well oh noOo..
then when i finally got to where i thought the group of seminar rooms should be, I couldn't find 19 and it was like a dead end with an office inside...

And So...

I asked the 1 guy and 1 girl sitting @ the bench.
"Hey do you all know where's SR 19?"
"I thought you asked me just now?"
"No I didn't..."
"Yes you did"
and then she kept insisting I did in which I clearly know i didn't! (this is seriously ridiculous)
she even asked her guy friend if I did ask them and he sort of said yes but wasn't really paying attention to us/ the conversation..
So i asked her if I did, did I askher while she's sitting over here? She said yes and then I told it's my 1st time walking to this area!

At this point, she still didn't believe me (how lol is that lOls.) but the main point is I want to know where's SR 19, not to continue talking about whether I asked before or did not zZZz...
then she seemed quite deflated/ unreluctant..so she jus said "walk straight turn left"
then I went "Walk straight turn left where" cos all along I felt I've been walking a one way path..
and then she said replied "it's near LT 17" so i double checked with her and I left..

AND THEN i realize LT 17 is sort of where i came from! that's super ridiculous cos it's really far from where I was.
I was glad Sixiang saved me @ this time lOlsss..

and he showed me where SR 19 was. apparently, it's true i've been walking a straight path, then @ one point before I met that girl @ the table, there's a door with a A4 paper size stuck on stating where are the rest of the SRs zZzz...soO it turns out my room is down down stairs (and she didn't tell me there was a door..just said turn left)
and i dunno if it's near LT 17 cos i dun see LT 17 when Sixiang was leading the way?

Oh wells but it was a slightly exasperating and strange case!
Maybe she bumped into someone else that looked really really like me..if you get what i mean *twilight music* hahahaha.

Here are the pics for Wed hangout! Finally the pictures uploader is working goddd.


With Jenelle; the one who secretly misses meYisin & Janice
The Shio Ramen which i totally regret i didn't order but the broth/ soup stock is absolutely fabulous!! like 9/10.


ohoh..and SX seems very consistent in his dressing these days lOlsss despite staying in hall..he even wore a black V-neck pullover O.O. i always thought he's the grab-a-sweater-out-of-the-hanger type.

3rd week of having 2 free days turn Jasmine into a sloth/ slug/ couch potato lOls. PLUS it's pouring like PUB gives water for free, so it's even more conducive to stay in bed or hang around with my pillow (hey few got to know how attached I am to my pillow). TOO bad i can't be bringing to my MNO class for sharing session LOLS. it'll be so embarassing...so i got the next best alternative which everyone knows how attached I am tO =). it is where i spend most of time/ seek solace and boredom but i'm sure i'm not the only one...just to what extent is one attached (or engaged like almost married) to it.

it's really nice catching up with my work colleagues ytd. Everything's pretty much still the same and of course they miss Claire and me heeeeheee. Jenelle's like so excited showing me the new foOdie stuff dey bought like what 4 year olds normally do..bring you around and show you their stuff (i can say practically anything i can about her because she doesn't read this =X). And how quiet it is in the office right now without the noise we (or just I specifically) contribute...cos in the past usually we'll be talking or shouting across until 5+ when we have to chiong deadlines lOls.

it's kinda nostalgic cos i'm missing their company but i'm not interested in doing the work again lOls. i much prefer the work i'm loaded with now. It brings a smile to my face seeing them still displaying the cards i gave them & Jenelle bought a smiley flower toy (dunno whether it's true or not dOts) to remind herself of me.

Anyhow, I may intend to visit them next week since i'm going to be in that area~~~

i seriously wish to post pictures but this blogger's getting seriously fucked up for the past 1 month. it's quite a bore when all u see are words words and no pics in a post. oh wells~

so many wordy posts...it's time for some pics =P (convenient excuse).

After watching Prince + Princess 2 王子看見二公主 for the past 9 episodes starring Dylan Kuo, the ideal 1.8+++m Prince Charming with ravishing loOks!


Instead, I fell in love with Michael Zhang in 5 mins when he first appeared on ep. 9 LOLs<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eTzxo677fBg/SpQrUR2sfnI/AAAAAAAABJ0/JdJP5Kytsqo/s1600-h/00068c7x.jpg">i dunno why. Maybe it's Dylan's character or maybe the way Michael acts/talks that makes him so much hotter lOlsss. Suddenly the drama become so exciting for me =)))))

that i should actually go sleep now instead of trying to watch more.
But i can't! noOOOoOOOoOoOO.

it's already the 3rd week and i'm running out of ideas for my 4 research projects (in fact i have not much of an idea at all lOls. which sucks technically)

SO PEOPLE, IF YOU ALL GOT QUESTION/OUT OF CURIOSITY YOU ALL WISH TO KNOW ABOUT PEOPLE/CERTAIN GROUPS OF PEOPLE IN GENERAL, PLEASE DIVERT YOUR QUESTION TO ME AND I MAY USE THEM FOR RESEARCH.

i mean i thought of a few commonplace, taken for granted obvious-ity (such as people giving up/ not giving up seats in buses and MRTS, what happens when people dine/ eat alone, subject on queuing, subject on hogging tables behaviour) but i guess not much has come out of it for academic purposes. maybe i'm just dumb lOls or perhaps i can't draw the significance.

other research questions is like related to gender (bleahs), religion (OMG i have no idea how to write for thisss).

didn't really pay much attention for my MNO lecture..somehow his words just whizz past me. OH and my lecturer is happily engaged during the weekends lOls! he said he just can't keep it in himself so he has to mention it. I must say he's a goOd thrower when people (even at the last few rows raise their hands) he managed to hurl the card decks accurately from the bottom of the stairs.

the AS6 is selling those kawaiii tidbits and sweets again. i musn't succumb to buying them out of their wonderful packaging. i ended up throwing the sweets away the previous time cos i just couldn't finish them after like 3-4months! But i still like Chelsea Matcha sweet tho; it just reminds me so much of green tea milkshakes~~

with only 3 hours of sleep the night before, i'm so proud of myself having made through one of the chiong-est days (with the help of Essence of Chicken lOlsss). My typical Mon odd weeks are 10-4pm continuous~

my first tutorial was great in that Dr. Gana did all the talking LOLs and he sort of went through a few things on his prev lecture which i missed & of course had his share of humour~ There may also be a mini field for our next tutorial cos it's too stifling & restricting to do qualitative inquiry in a classroOm! (and our stupid classroom's aircon didn't work damn.) so he let us off 40mins earlier which was great for me!

then for my 3 hours Modern Japanese Religion (extreme cold seminar room wth), it was all very fascinating; the stories and histories of people in the past however i'm not very goOd at remembering all the jap names (perhaps korean names i may =P). once again, i wish there's Korean Studies. Thankfully, he let us off 15 mins earlier! i swear if not for all these nice time offs i'll be cursing for having such a lousy Monday.

Gender & Sexuality in Japan (JS Gender for short) was nothing much because there's nothing much u can do in 45 mins but the tutor was very nice an helpful lOls. people may have thought i'm a JS minor; but i sure hope this JS Gender can compensate for my loss of not taking my Soci Gender heEex.

dead beat.
plus just read a tragic/traumatizing true account about child abuse. god. why on earth are there parents like these who exist?!?!?!? this world is full of insane people

Starting to clear my table (or wad's left of it lOls) and drawers...then i realize i have so many old coursepacks ahHHhhHHH. missed the magical weeks to sell them away and so there's no room for my new coursepacks nor my new storybooks (dey're not new, bought in June but the wrapper's not off yet).

There's this notepad that comes free with P.S I Love You (which is not a really a great storybook in my opinion despite being a best seller cos i find it draggy and I lost myself 2/3 of the way). I always have the tendency to keep things I like and not use them until dey're toO old/ dusty lOls. same goes for some of the stickers I've kept with me for over 10 years because i couldn't bear to rip it off and stick it somewhere...or the deck of cards I collected from airplanes oh! and candles, given by people/ friends who look so pretty and nice tt dey'll b a waste to be burnt off just like that.

there're many old stuff (and new old stuff) spluttered all around my room and wad am i going to do with them? First of all, there're the cards my work colleagues gave me for farewells and there's the candle given by Flyer and the Flyer 080808 cert lOls (which my parents are quite excited over)

there's also the neoprints I took with my friends/bf during our schoOl days & we look pretty much like shit; now neoprints are sooo outta fashioned thanks to camwhore digi cams.

And there're also other things when you look and you felt a sense of nostalgia: my macau tower ticket lOls, the paper cranes folded and kept in 12 individual boxes made from construction paper (which I was complaining @ tt time for him not keeping me company), the shiny shimmery paper stars, the purple windchime my parents were afraid will fall and cut my body one day -_-'''.

I'm also a receiver of stuff toys: the orangey orange thing which i called Marmalade, the small lil blue checkered bear with my birthdate on it, 3 winnie the poohs, my big turtle Pudding, my 2 legged dog DooDoo which is shaped like a small bolster (and people said it was cute when i lugged it to Japan that time) and Tatty bear whose leg really got torn oOps.

Wow that's quite alot of stuff given by people who used to love me. I wonder what happened to them now?

and stupid Nylon Chen's song kept playing in my head lOls. perhaps I've grown a little older again~

when i start reading my soci readings, i think of somebody and in a way, i sort of miss him/ wish he'll still be hanging around (altho i'm a bit intimidated by him lOls.)

but i guess this sem and the next one and the next and the next, he won't be around anymore so I can't have him to depend or count on. That sucks but well, Ok that still sucks lOls. I wonder if I ever have something to ask, can I ask him? i'm a wimp when it comes to things like this boOhoOos.

speaking of which, i should change my attitude towards my readings and homework. like i feel pressured to come up with something/ to complete smth/ to come up with intelligent things to say. Most of the time, i use words to express how i feel and not speech. I guess i end up having nothing to say/ saying something pretty unnatural/ obvious hmmm.

i'm just too quiet a person. *the rolling of eyes part for some pple comes lOls*

find me a new source of encouragement!

wah. not again. this blogger is getting crazy dots.
i'm glad i got all my 1st choice tutorial slots! seems like i have to go for 2 tutorials alone..1 I'm kinda worried and 1 I'm perfectly OK with it. Tutorials haven really started and i'm already dealt with truckloads of readings and having to start thinking of research topics (tt's like 4 i have to think for 4 out of 5 modules T.T)..not like the last 1 is spared, just that the group project details will be released on week 4 OMG. no more complaining (although i really don't feel like reading my 2 weeks worth of readings *sulks*)

Monday is my scariest day bahs(and the scariest day in my uni life so far)...10-4pm non stop. knowing me, I'll have...
"Oh you mean no breaks for you?!"
"Oh i mean more of no lunch for me T.T"
knowing me, I'll have no freedom of having a proper lunch (even tho the room is very near the canteen + it's seminar style lecture so i seriously wonder how i'm able to have lunch properly frm 12-2..which makes it worse since before and after that dey're tutorials so no one in the right mind will eat during tutorials!)... NOT THAT i have the freedom of proper lunch these days!

it's been 4 school days for me and i haven even went close to the yong tau foO stall argh.

Okies but the JS Santa Claus lecturer seems like a reallllyyy nicee guy, like a harmless kitten lOls, so perhaps i'll be pardoned for tempting pple with foOd~ but i dun tink i can bring yong tau foo inside the seminar roOm...zZZ.

now i can understand why people bid lavishly for MNO 1001 and why David Lehman is a like-able lecturer for he really is like-able lOls and yes, the charming part i got it.One thing is he's got a great voice and is able to hold his audience (well his lecture didn't feel like 1 and 1/2 hr long)plus he made everybody laugh heartily (not the accommodating kind of laughter like the universe lecturer who made people shift uncomfortably in their seats lOls just speculating).

oh and some self reflections here:
Was reading last January's posts (that's Jan 2008 for some of you who have no sense of time like I do)and that was when I was year 1. and now i'm year 3.

it feels kinda strange and i din rmb i had 11 hours of school last January LOLs. i guess i'm getting better at this timetabling~
on another note, for the month of Jan 2008 alone, i wrote 4 posts on the GLC so i guess Jan 2008 was really a long time ago altho it was only last year.

i feel like eating black sesame. LOL. random but the cravings just come~~~

東城衞與曾沛慈 淚了MV

<3 KO3 more and more.
Just like the prev KOs, i will wish the series will never end lOls.
Xiu & Pets make a great pair!

aching feet bleahs.
went to CHIJMES to take some photos with JY, Vanessa & Jo-An.
Everyone was scared by JY's freaky hair lOls. some people even diao-ed her LOLs.

it's beeeeen a long time since i been to CHIJMES..love the stone steps.
surprisingly, there's quite a many scenic spots!
anyhow, here's another reason why i'm not going to try being a model: i feel like a statue T.T perhaps is cos i'm too used to standing too straight (ya slouch oso cannot, hunchback oso cannot...now too str8 oso cannot; 做人好苦啊!) i'll just gonna be a guy next time then... openly jealous of vanessa's black shoes & leather jacket.

the actual pics are not up yet (not that i wanna see my statue self & i loOk like a dumpling in alot of them thanks to my white scarf or a stick in others nOOooOo...posing FAIL.) but my camera pics are naturally goOd hehehehe.

eew, not again. Blogger's going bonkers.


anyhow, yesterday was the 1st day of school (which i was too lazy to blog lOls.)When school starts, my laziness creeps in (noOo goOd) and i've decided to sort of put off buying coursepacks till next week (cos i'm lazy to go to co-op and i'm lazy to start week 1 readings argh).


to prove how not ready for school I am, I went to watch G.I Joe after my 1st lecture of the sem LOLS.and today, the hairdresser actually said i look like i haven slept for 3 nights O.O


this is crazy stuff, as compared to work when i only slept 7hr/day. seems like too much sleep is oso not that goOd for me =(


G.I Joe was quite fun to watch and it's one of the very few times I watched a movie in a gigantic cinema lOls where the rows count from A-Z and the middle sector is like 15 seats long. Almost every minute was so filled with action (But i still prefer Transformers heEs.) and my greatest anticipations were half a let down. Sienna Miller was amazingly hot, k that's one thing but Lee Byun Hun...oh my my Byung Hun-ee looks like he's aged quite a bit. But I was glad he eventually took off his shirt in his last few scenes =P most of the Korean actors have undeniably lean, toned bodies~

the past 3 months had been an enjoyable and fruitful one. I thought that the month of june and july will go by painfully as i slog my guts out for work and handling the stress of hitting my numbers...then it seemed all so natural and bam! everything just went past so quickly in a wave.

Made a few lovely friends. gained a few pounds (i seriously hope that happen, given that i ate so much and snack literally every work day). Grown more accustomed to the doby gaut somerset area. I even came across a few familiar resumes (those in my prev jobs and schools) and had a good laugh hahahaha. Ask me if you're curious.

You get very excited candidates. you get grumpy ones. you get suspicious ones and also VERY snappy ones. Auntie ones as well and old peh peh's. I realized some guys can be rather whiny on the phone (my friend used the word gay) but you can't help it if your voice sounds gay rite! Hence, you can alter the way you speak/ the tone of your voice; ie.: whiny lOls.

"So i'll just process your resume as follows" said I.
"Yesss pleassseeeeeee." lOls and it went an octave higher.
Ok. maybe it's cos my voice sounded like Mickey Mouse on the phone.

There's so much more to just work. The company I have and the habits we pick up from each other: talking to self, talking LOUDLY to self, answering our own questions (k i'm not guilty of this one), shouting across the room, using words like "dude" "Cheers man" "fuck" "bitch" (hey hey these are not used directly at others but it was just a way of talking, don't get me wronggg) and of course all the dramatic "noOOOo + clutching of cheeks" "damn!" just over 1 single resume/ mistake lOls.

somebody always said "what am i going to do without you" heEheE. get a dictionary, i told her or a better partner but i didn't simply disappear into thin air after yesterday. I had her remind herself of me; her table is full of my notes and pictures. Well, let's see jenelle, how long your longing for me will last; i bet it'll be like 2 weeks hmpfs.
lastly, the one who bullies and get bullied. There's so much suaning involved even my boss he can't find anything nice to say in the testimonial T.T. He was still sore that my farewell card had loads of criticisms about him hahahas.

it's all meant to be. I applied and went for my interviews during my exam period; it was worth it. I told myself i'll be serious and there won't be much fun in a small set up but I was wrong. I was to have fun and with all that noise going (70% was contributed by me), i showed a side of myself to them others have not seen before. Wouldn't it be nice (as always i said) to pack them all into a suitcase?

It's now another phase of my life! Very soon, it's going to be me, my netbook, facebook, k dramas and beloved soci. OH and mno =) duhhh and js.

T.T Jasmine likes historical man noooo. No favourite korean actors when watching k dramas (people keep asking me this...even F4 can't really top my list) but when it comes to historical dramas, those guys make me fall head over heels with them. M0re historical dramas pleaseeeeee!

Princess Ja Myung Go: 5/5 stars <--- the show got one of the most romantic love story and romantic lines i've ever seen.

it's strange typing in this new format and i almost tot blogger has some weird problems again. OMG it's bidding week for me soOn (as usual my soci mods are not a cause for worry =D and i always bid enuff to drop some of them @ the last min). However, it's vexing trying to decide for a PS mod and a breadth mod. It seems all those i like clashes with my soci exam date =(


it's so hard to find a PS mod to like. maybe it's cos i dunno where to start and i've not taken PS 1101e before (not that i'll consider taking it cos all the 1101es are not fun with the exception of Soci, Lit and JS heEs.of course, if there's a KS i'll jump straight into it but whyyyy...why no KS ARGH.


Holidays are ending; the good part is i can stop working & go back to studies! and the bad..no mindless watching of shows an lazing around on weekends, no leaving the work stress behind and indulging in laziness and splurging of cash & i will miss all my colleagues at work. As usual, i wish i can pack them in a suitcase and bring them to school. But if the holidays would last for 1 more month, i'll be bored to tears. I guess it's goOd in the end tho.


what's left to talk about when you leave the people you know behind and begin/ carry on with another phase of your life? Will your friendship (which was built on similar interests/ goals) last even when you've pursued something different? What can you talk about when the times spent for you were old times while theirs are constantly renewed and embedded in their very part of their everyday life?


I will miss you; it's a phrase that last and lingers so dearly in that moment but will be forgotten in time to come.

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jeslin/ buttercup
aslany
sOn shahidan
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vanessa chue
shiyun
jiaying
wan wen
shawn
vicki
jianwei
choon peng
jiun kit/ scuter
weitai
Felicia Chin
samantha
yonghan/ frankie
yanling/ hippo dinosaur
taffy
vivien
aloysius
hikoto
jason

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